December 2009
68 posts
so
as happy as i’ve been in certain aspects of my life, i’ve been pretty depressed lately. i really don’t have a lot going for me, and i’ve been pretty lonely. other than the boy, i have no real friends here. a lot of the people i used to hang out with and was pretty close with seem to have dropped off the face of the earth. or rather… i suppose they’re still...
Christmas Eve
is tomorrow!
and jen is coming (she just got home an hour ago or so) and chris is coming (we’re pretty sure) and i have all my christmas presents. and everything is right in the world for this one bit of time.
last holiday at dad’s house.
i love you
so i told chris i loved him. buuut since then i decided to not say it more because i don’t want him to feel pressure to say it back. i know it will take awhile for him to feel the same way or say it back, and i don’t want to rush him into saying it and regretting it.
however now i’ve said it i really just want to tell him over and over again. all the little things and why i...
so i went to the suns game last night with a couple of guy friends-ish.
came home, passed out at like 1030. woke up at 2. woke up and went to hang out with chris, watched half of blade and caught up and saw his PRETTY clean house. passed out at like 730 woke up at 1030 to get bagels and drive back to my moms. hung out there for awhile and then got dropped off at home around 2. passed out until...
“Are you TRYING to get sodomized?”
– Something I overheard that made me laugh
Me: (reading a poster) Spock in that episode of Star Trek with the Evil Parallel Universe.
Uncle David: Mirror, Mirror
Me: Well that explains where I got my nerdiness...
wow.
i forgot how much season 3 of the office sucked.
i hated karen
so you know how i used to sleep until like 5 every day? yeah well now i’m waking up at like… noon. i’m really confused. like when did my sleep cycle switch? what did i do? not that i have aproblem with it but this always happens. i finally get used to my schedule being a certain way and then my body’s like oh no no no wait wait. HOOOOLD on. we’re going to completely...
ok so
saturday i’m going to the suns game WOOHOO
not with chris :(
with some other guy that i met at a friends party like… uhm MONTHS ago. i thought he was clever, we traded numbers and became facebook friends. and then he texted me like in october wanting to take me to a concert, and as AWESOME as that would’ve been i turned him down as you know… i had a guy i was interested...
Me: *story of the 3 hour tow truck*
Chris: oh man.. you should've called me. i have triple a. so tow is free. and i have the gold member or whatever one too so they get there in 20 minutes or less.
Me: goddamn you
fuck. me.
sorry for any typos. myfingers are popsicles.
so. waiting for tow truck. was supposed to get here at 820. my car won’t start (obv) so there is no heat.. it is 42 degrees. i have a light jacket. okay cool 25 minutes. i can do that…. so at 830 i called uhm wtf sirs? oh yeah uhhh he’s going to be like another 15. faaaaan tastic.
you know what the best is? my phone is dying.
so...
my day
2am- hear from boy about how the shows went 3am- boy passes out 7am- go to bed 11am- wake up for brunch with my mom and stepdad 12-2pm- brunch with family and wandering around borders, eat too much. feel sick all day 3pm- wander around walmart and back to house with family 330pm- nap 430pm- boy calls… upon realizing i am fully asleep tells me to call him later 5pm- realize i am not...
Whoever
tricked all of us dexter fans into thinking that there were links to the new episode up online and instead linked us to episode of house… well… they better sleep with one eye open… all i’m saying
boy and i have decided that after the last week (especially the last couple days) he and i really want to just have one day where we stay in bed together all day cuddling and doing absolutely nothing. and i really really really need this day to come soon.
also while i don’t have the balls to tell him i love him
i did ask him to come to christmas eve with my family…
so much win →
Sometimes I Rick Roll myself because it makes me...
(via blissed)
truth
This is a band called Tatem
they are amazing.
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Traffic School
Online or in person?
Michael Scott →
fml
traffic school -190 dollars rent- 575 dollars
that is all of my money right now. in fact it’s a little more than how much i have right now. i have literally NO idea how i will be able to pay for Christmas. even worse? my car broke down and i have to figure out a way to fix it, or possibly buy a new car. i can’t wait for the new year when i have income tax returns and i will move back...
Warwick Avenue →
I am addicted to this song, and the video for it is just utterly heartbreaking.
update
the last day or two have been failures. i’ve had migraines and felt sick and just tried to sleep through it all. i haven’t seen my boy in like… DAYS. and i had to hang out with a psuedo ex yesterday. which was awkward a bit and i did that thing again where it just pissed me off to be around the ex because he wasn’t chris.
it stormed last night. well stormed for arizona....